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LEAP OF FAITH.

  Leap of FAITH. This few days I tend to question my sanity, why can't things go as I want it, I have sacrificed alot to be here, I have tried for this adults yet I can't get a hold of my own personal feelings. The stress is so much for me, yeah I have been taking pressure drugs everyday at my young age (HIGH NORMAL) that's all I get everytime. Been in the middle of lifes issues fam wise. I make a move forward and then take 3 backwards. I'm getting tired already needlessly putting my relationships in jeopardy loosing that one that really cares, I don't quite agree with been remotely controlled, but what will I call this? I'm stuck n tired, I just want to be happy once again. I have helped alot of people but why is mine ain't working. Yes I see young youth 35, 40, 45 scream my chest or heart and then give up the ghosts Blood pressure Family pressure Failed life Failed dreams Failed relationships Who do I trust I do ask myself? Ye...

GAY, LESIBIAN, BI SEXUAL my take .

  While growing up, I was a judge of many things like, Gay, Bi– Sexual, Hermaphrodite, Lesbianism and so much more. My parents are staunch Christians and Anglican Church member and later full gospel. Yes, they put me through the right way to know God and the rest was up to me to live a godly life and the likes of it. But as years goes by we tend to learn and un learn some behaviors weither good or bad, we tend to actualize the story of self and social conformity. Growing up we tend to like women that tends to act like guys (TOM BOY), we then tend to dislike the boys that tend to look or act like a girl. Because the society has tend to make us understand that a man-child is expected to be and act strong in all dealing and all, you as a man-child are not supposed to be seen as weak or you are not fit to be in the folk. It’s culturally accepted that a girl child or lady can call a fellow lady, HUNNY, BABY, DARLING, MY LOVE, BFF, and the list goes on and on yeah! As a greet...

ENTANGLMENT CONFESSION.

 Entanglement Confession, In recent times, things have or has been happening that is way normal and abnormal. Youths losing their lives, properties, monies and so much. In addition, relationships fails to stand in so many ways. Distance, Location, Time, Schedule, Views, Perception. As a young lad I have been or seen so many ladies and will still see tomorrow, but the amazing thing is that we all are actually working towards self-actualization, the bond is there at start then boom life happens and ego enters eventually and friendships ends. I have been in love with someone just for understanding how i totally am, and eventually a lot went wrong and life happened. I have also been in a relationship with someone and distance, time, and a lot of ish happened. Getting to some points in life things tends to happen for the worse and we as humans wants to see the best, that seems hopeful but it is just in our imagination. Yes, I have seen women, I have been with them, it’...

PROSTITUTION

 PROSTITUTION LET ME USE WHAT I HAVE TO GET WHAT I WANT. Yes, do not be marveled I know you actually know what I am talking about. Yes, I know that there is no free thing in Freetown, that is how our life’s views yeah I know. We tend to judge and shout god forbid when we see women that do sex work, and yet we still patronize them. I tend to ask reasons or reason why the male folks cant genuinely help the female genders without asking for sex? Does it mean that, there’s nothing else a woman can bring to the table or offer, because I know been a woman can bring so much good tides to the table. It’s the same vice versa but I’m talking about the females today, we tend to judge them, castigate them, bully them that they shouldn’t be seen using what they have to get what they want. November 2019 I went to work my car at ikeoku Porthacourt Rivers state, Obinna my mechanic took me chalet opposite wikes fathers church (NAME-WITHHELD) If you are conversant you will know whe...