XXVI
I Love Myself
Like every mortal
I’ve been on life’s voyage
Like every living being
I’ve been through a whole lot…
I’ve had my good and bad seasons
I’ve made irrational choices.
I have being rejected and chosen over.
I’ve fallen and fallen
And have risen all the time.
I’ve struggled to make ends meet
I’ve been struck by many-a-challenge.
And looking back now
I see the moments were worth it.
To say it as it is…
I wish myself a happy birthday.
All my life I have not had the opportunity to celebrate my birthday 🍰 not even today😢
Maybe there’s always a reason not to do so but I kept believing one day I will do so.
I dedicate my birthday to all those WHO ARE HURTING, CHEATED ON, LIED TO, DUMPED, ABUSED, SEEN AS COMPLETELY UNSTABLE, USELESS, THOSE THAT PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS, VICTIMS OF DEPRESSION, EMOTIONAL AND VISUAL SCARS, THOSE THAT ARE LOOSING THEMSELVES, LET ME BE YOUR MIRROW SO YOU CAN SEE YOURSELF THROUGH ME.
You cannot try to change a thing only the world can change its thoughts 💭.
Some things in my life I never wished to talk about, even in live sessions because of the scary memories of it, I met this nurse and she said as a nurse 👩⚕️ I did witness lots of burns patients and a lot loose themselves and some fail to adjust back to the society and themselves because of how they look, the pains they suffered, loss of interest in things they used to love, how did I do it she said?
I told her I don’t know 🤷♀️ up till now still I don’t dear I don’t it’s God’s miracle I never visited a psychic or therapist.
But on this day I would love to say this,
That as my birthday gift to earth 🌏
If you are depressed,
If you are hurt 😢,
If you need a mirror,
If you need someone that will stick and talk about anything even rubbish with you, just to get you to where you ought to be?
Someone you will call at midnights to talk about your night mares and would love to stay up with you!
Someone that has unconditional positive regard?
Someone that doesn’t know you ?
Someone you can take selfie 🤳 with?
Someone you can call for your youth summit and talks👋
Here is mine number 07031810349
You can call me that’s my gift 💝 this year to you.
I would also like to clear some air here;
A lot of people think am a snub, mean, rude, player, fuckboy or so please don’t hate on me I am just a simple person like you, the likes you see on my profile shouldn’t make you have a bad misconception about me you too can get all those too, what’s the essence of having it without getting you inspired? What’s the need of it if you don’t have offline friends while you dump your phones 📱 and talk to real people?
Alot think I have lots of girls etc trust me all those your perceptions about me are all wrong, some people see me as competition am lost why and what are we competing against?
You see only the likes don’t you? Do you see the pain behind my smiles! The depressed moments I throw stones inside the river? those you don’t see, the times I feel used and worthless, times I wish I can wake up and all these would be a dream, times I sleep without eating because I lost the drive to eat and end up admitted because I have developed ulcer, those days I woke up with heavy headache caused by over thinking, those moments I think I have found love and it was just for the fame she came for, you don’t see those I mentioned but you see the likes.
Some of those ladies you see me with taking pictures are married! Dating !! Some we don’t even talk no more because of one reason or another best known to them, am not married, some aren’t my friends but they have me on their search bar yet they can’t hit the damn request button! Some think my wall is hall of fame am not better than you,
All those post you see on my timeline that you comment on are all my stories and not fiction and some say I live for online or whatever but let my stories be told by me some is hurtful some nice but they are mine stories to tell.
See I don’t know what’s your plan is for me and you if you like me to be yours just tell me, want us to talk, see, hook up just say it and I will grant it life it’s easy.
Finally I wish to use this day to clearly say that this would be the last time I will say such, no matter how you wish for me to start the conversation with you! I might not know!!! Am not mind reader. If you text me I reply it’s not pride it’s just that I don’t know you needed me to talk to you.
I don’t want to bother you or jump into your busy schedule, and am not so busy that I cannot reply your messages or take your calls.
That you google my name and you see me on lots of blogs and site doesn’t make me famous because it doesn’t add a dime to my pocket the only aid you can give me as my birthday gift is to hook me up to pages, organizations that employ people or you need a therapist I just need a job that the best gift I need not the write ups about me, so I expand my dreams beyond here.
Thank you so much I love you ❤️
If my post inspires you? Please share it on your wall. You might not need it but someone else might thank you for doing the needful.
I Love Myself
Like every mortal
I’ve been on life’s voyage
Like every living being
I’ve been through a whole lot…
I’ve had my good and bad seasons
I’ve made irrational choices.
I have being rejected and chosen over.
I’ve fallen and fallen
And have risen all the time.
I’ve struggled to make ends meet
I’ve been struck by many-a-challenge.
And looking back now
I see the moments were worth it.
To say it as it is…
I wish myself a happy birthday.
All my life I have not had the opportunity to celebrate my birthday 🍰 not even today😢
Maybe there’s always a reason not to do so but I kept believing one day I will do so.
I dedicate my birthday to all those WHO ARE HURTING, CHEATED ON, LIED TO, DUMPED, ABUSED, SEEN AS COMPLETELY UNSTABLE, USELESS, THOSE THAT PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS, VICTIMS OF DEPRESSION, EMOTIONAL AND VISUAL SCARS, THOSE THAT ARE LOOSING THEMSELVES, LET ME BE YOUR MIRROW SO YOU CAN SEE YOURSELF THROUGH ME.
You cannot try to change a thing only the world can change its thoughts 💭.
Some things in my life I never wished to talk about, even in live sessions because of the scary memories of it, I met this nurse and she said as a nurse 👩⚕️ I did witness lots of burns patients and a lot loose themselves and some fail to adjust back to the society and themselves because of how they look, the pains they suffered, loss of interest in things they used to love, how did I do it she said?
I told her I don’t know 🤷♀️ up till now still I don’t dear I don’t it’s God’s miracle I never visited a psychic or therapist.
But on this day I would love to say this,
That as my birthday gift to earth 🌏
If you are depressed,
If you are hurt 😢,
If you need a mirror,
If you need someone that will stick and talk about anything even rubbish with you, just to get you to where you ought to be?
Someone you will call at midnights to talk about your night mares and would love to stay up with you!
Someone that has unconditional positive regard?
Someone that doesn’t know you ?
Someone you can take selfie 🤳 with?
Someone you can call for your youth summit and talks👋
Here is mine number 07031810349
You can call me that’s my gift 💝 this year to you.
I would also like to clear some air here;
A lot of people think am a snub, mean, rude, player, fuckboy or so please don’t hate on me I am just a simple person like you, the likes you see on my profile shouldn’t make you have a bad misconception about me you too can get all those too, what’s the essence of having it without getting you inspired? What’s the need of it if you don’t have offline friends while you dump your phones 📱 and talk to real people?
Alot think I have lots of girls etc trust me all those your perceptions about me are all wrong, some people see me as competition am lost why and what are we competing against?
You see only the likes don’t you? Do you see the pain behind my smiles! The depressed moments I throw stones inside the river? those you don’t see, the times I feel used and worthless, times I wish I can wake up and all these would be a dream, times I sleep without eating because I lost the drive to eat and end up admitted because I have developed ulcer, those days I woke up with heavy headache caused by over thinking, those moments I think I have found love and it was just for the fame she came for, you don’t see those I mentioned but you see the likes.
Some of those ladies you see me with taking pictures are married! Dating !! Some we don’t even talk no more because of one reason or another best known to them, am not married, some aren’t my friends but they have me on their search bar yet they can’t hit the damn request button! Some think my wall is hall of fame am not better than you,
All those post you see on my timeline that you comment on are all my stories and not fiction and some say I live for online or whatever but let my stories be told by me some is hurtful some nice but they are mine stories to tell.
See I don’t know what’s your plan is for me and you if you like me to be yours just tell me, want us to talk, see, hook up just say it and I will grant it life it’s easy.
Finally I wish to use this day to clearly say that this would be the last time I will say such, no matter how you wish for me to start the conversation with you! I might not know!!! Am not mind reader. If you text me I reply it’s not pride it’s just that I don’t know you needed me to talk to you.
I don’t want to bother you or jump into your busy schedule, and am not so busy that I cannot reply your messages or take your calls.
That you google my name and you see me on lots of blogs and site doesn’t make me famous because it doesn’t add a dime to my pocket the only aid you can give me as my birthday gift is to hook me up to pages, organizations that employ people or you need a therapist I just need a job that the best gift I need not the write ups about me, so I expand my dreams beyond here.
Thank you so much I love you ❤️
If my post inspires you? Please share it on your wall. You might not need it but someone else might thank you for doing the needful.
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