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Mirror💔
When I regained my consciousness after 3 months into having the Burns’s accident,
I was denied 🙅 the use of mirror or any reflective object that I can myself through.
The nurses and doctors that handled said it was for my best interest that I don’t see my face or burns site🚧
They said above “that it was for my best interest”
I didn’t bring this post up cos I am sad or not grateful but want to talk about how we mirror ourself.
I was seen as a person with scars and they made decisions for me not to see my face!
But one day after my discharge from the hospital, I summoned courage to see me,
It was the biggest step of my life to see me to see how I looked so I picked the mirror with lots of thoughts 💭 going through my mind i then saw my face and that curiosity turned into a deep cry 😭 that really I have seen me,
Days passed into weeks, months, and ended in years eventually there’s nothing i can do about it, one of my checkup days the doctor 👨‍⚕️ said Kay can I give you a wear that your face will be tucked in to ?
Or do you prefer the herbal remedy “abuba eke?
I said sir
is ok I don’t want none of those this is my cross to bear thank you for the services you have done so far my dearest life saver🏜
I was still a little boy with a big heart to love ❤️
I was still a little boy with a big goal of becoming an engineer ⚙️⚒
I was still a little boy with a pure heart 💜 that loves those that stigmatized him,
Thinking he will strong enough
I was still a little boy with a good intentions to love and be loved in return⚖️
I was still a little boy that thought life’s fair play and people are so good and does like the promised🎯
But growing up I found out I was living in a wild world filled with lots of selfish interest and intentions.
Living with in a world only scarless people made friends with those that doesn’t have scars and sorry and pity are said to those that had scars what a world.
Mirror🎭
A lot of us are told not to make use of the mirror
I don’t the know the mirror they told you not to make use of!
that it’s for your interest and it’s their good intentions towards you my dear it’s a damn lie how I wish I can know how and who is reading this let me tell you that with my own very voice or call you in a video call see you eye contact and tell you once you make use of that positive mirror you will see you have being lied to not to move ahead, or there’s intention was to stagnate you🤷‍♀️
When I saw the mirror I cried trust me I wished at a time to go around with a card saying it was burns that my heart ♥️ if not liken to my face.
But wait who will understand you?
Now am more matured and influences/ influencers has told me that I should shove being here down my ass, but I picked the mirror myself and saw me and took me as I am.
You reading this long post
Your mirror might be HEALTH ISSUES, JOBLESSNESS, SCHOOL, CAREER, MARRIAGE, FREEDOM, FRIENDSHIPS, IN NEED TO DO MORE, etc
Take it from me one day you will remember this post and smile that really Kay said it will pass yes it will pass mine passed too yours will💜
Now you will say really what motivates me as I do motivate you?
Nothing does am looking for motivation too, the more I try to get a girl the more I get hurt by the day don’t know what’s going on maybe am too good for a relationship or what? I need help with this too✌️
Now am seen on blogs and sites, I have got tons of people that don’t give a damn about me!
But the thing is this I Kay obum my guts to life is stronger than what ever form of negativity someone is trying to drag me into, in this one life I have being through pains ( psychological, physical, emotional) so I don’t think I can be broken no more by words of mouth, I love people, I respect them too, I have myself always.
Listen: love yours and pick that positive mirror and make a change in your life don’t die while alive.
Kay is just a normal person
Some say I look mean or rude, am not but am understanding and I love life.
Write me back 07031810349
Kay💜

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