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My birthday

XXVI I Love Myself Like every mortal I’ve been on life’s voyage Like every living being I’ve been through a whole lot… I’ve had my good and bad seasons I’ve made irrational choices. I have being rejected and chosen over. I’ve fallen and fallen And have risen all the time. I’ve struggled to make ends meet I’ve been struck by many-a-challenge. And looking back now I see the moments were worth it. To say it as it is… I wish myself a happy birthday. All my life I have not had the opportunity to celebrate my birthday 🍰 not even today😒 Maybe there’s always a reason not to do so but I kept believing one day I will do so. I dedicate my birthday to all those WHO ARE HURTING, CHEATED ON, LIED TO, DUMPED, ABUSED, SEEN AS COMPLETELY UNSTABLE, USELESS, THOSE THAT PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS, VICTIMS OF DEPRESSION, EMOTIONAL AND VISUAL SCARS, THOSE THAT ARE LOOSING THEMSELVES, LET ME BE YOUR MIRROW SO YOU CAN SEE YOURSELF THROUGH ME. You cannot try to change a thing only the world can...

Tribute

My TRIBUTE i am happy today to see people write nice things about me on how I inspired them some took it to the extent of making me their profile pictures and WhatsApp status and so on. I don’t know how I can repay you all for the love ❤️ Now: When they put me there i get scared of the responses they gave the lots of people that will question them even their family members, some to an extent will also have to fight for me even without my knowledge of knowing they are indeed fighting for me. I almost cried on my live video last night been my birthday 🎁 for thanking you all I cannot say enough even as broke as I am I was celebrated now I guess it’s not all being rich but being a light and a motivation to so many souls. A lot say I have a lot of questions to ask you but I cannot fashion them out, how did you do all that of getting to be in all’s time lines like your known here on Facebook what did you do to those people? Like I always say am just a mare human going on his own live...

Lust

Lust to help😭 She saw the lust in my eyes, The second day of the event I went to an unnamed university to do, While I was going for the event I had to pause at a place they called photo stand, there I saw an older woman selling stuffs to the students and this little baby close to her at the initial stage I taught it was just a lil baby till I observed the baby and saw from the observational features that the baby boy has aged chronologically but had the features of 8/9 months toddler, I tried to buy something from the old woman just to hold a conversation with her, she was indeed a mean lady but i asked her even in her meanness is the baby hers she said no, how old is he she doesn't know! just to say her mother dumped the baby with her. When I observed the baby I saw he had speech impairments, unable to walk, can't have a grasps at something in summary he's not Down syndrome or such but psychologically unstable. I wished i could help them but i had no funds I tri...

Mirror

MirrorπŸ’” When I regained my consciousness after 3 months into having the Burns’s accident, I was denied πŸ™… the use of mirror or any reflective object that I can myself through. The nurses and doctors that handled said it was for my best interest that I don’t see my face or burns site🚧 They said above “that it was for my best interest” I didn’t bring this post up cos I am sad or not grateful but want to talk about how we mirror ourself. I was seen as a person with scars and they made decisions for me not to see my face! But one day after my discharge from the hospital, I summoned courage to see me, It was the biggest step of my life to see me to see how I looked so I picked the mirror with lots of thoughts πŸ’­ going through my mind i then saw my face and that curiosity turned into a deep cry 😭 that really I have seen me, Days passed into weeks, months, and ended in years eventually there’s nothing i can do about it, one of my checkup days the doctor πŸ‘¨‍⚕️ said Kay can I give y...

My Baby

My dear one month old baby πŸ‘Ά I held you by my chest after knowing that really you are no longer in my wife’s tummy “your mother” I remember when I used to tell your mum to wait up let me kiss you inside of her and play with you and tell you how my day was at work and how much I loved you! Now your out my tears 😭 flows so much like damn I have to see the lil man I will call Kay junior, I had already bought you football, bicycle, Chelsea jersey, and toy cars πŸš— But my wife was so against it she always say baby your still a big baby imagine me her husband she said am a big baby that I shouldn’t buy all those things that your still inside her womb but it’s my first time to have you,  so if I buy things for you I always hid if from your mum. Before she calls me big baby😁 The first night you stayed at home 🏑 knowing finally your home I was so excited πŸ˜† that I wanted to give you the Chelsea jersey to wear, wanted to take a selfie with you, drive you around town and hang out ...

SON

My SONπŸ‘Ά I got married to your mum, After a lot of doubts from family and friends and those that did say to her why him and those that said to me why her? So after all those girls you have being with why her?  she’s not fine sef am finer than her, your so blind Kay so na her you come settle with. We were so young and a little bit scared of having a baby, Because of our job description and also having a new house 🏑 mate. We had so much fun together and our families didn’t support us so much so did our friends tried to talk us out but we got stronger when it seems we were about having issues our love for each other grew stronger. When they saw that we are all locked πŸ”’ out of there hearsay’s they blessed us and we got married. When your mum was pregnant 🀰, I was pregnant 🀰 too, I had to cook, Feed her, Take her to the bathroom 🚽 shower her i took care of her like a new born πŸ‘Ά Sometimes I get her fries 🍟 from work, I drive her to her place of work, We went to ant...