It's reality
It was a busy Wednesday, after a long tiring class I just got out of the class as usual to ride my way back home only to see my car not there at the cars stand.
What was I thinking I asked myself ain't my mental processes not telling me the truth?
I paused and started thinking about how it got to be.
I have always believed in living fast, and don't think about anything too much. But I was wrong, that's my bad.
I got my first car at 22, 100 level 2nd semester after lots of dropouts but! Was I wrong to have gotten it? Really drove it through to finals and sold it got another one drove it a month and sold it too.
Was thinking about it it was so heavy for me that I called out to my name sake, she said she noticed it and that I should take a look at my mate that am living faster and am breaking down in that sense too.
I do know that life has/have a termed process we ought to follow but I tend to jump the queue.
I don't live to brag I just want to be just a normal guy that walks in to a bar.
She said my personality is really been disturbed that I should let my ego be in control, that am someone that doesn't think about everything and anything that I should try I start been logical in my thought processes.
Now, it hurts me that I don't have to be in the wheels anymore, no more overtakes, no more the way I want it, it's has to be natural now
Now I just have to go through the normal processes and she said it will be worth it at last.
#just keep faith alive.
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