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Reality

It's reality It was a busy Wednesday, after a long tiring class I just got out of the class as usual to ride my way back home only to see my car not there at the cars stand.  What was I thinking I asked myself ain't my mental processes not telling me the truth?  I paused and started thinking about how it got to be.  I have always believed in living fast, and don't think about anything too much. But I  was wrong, that's my bad.  I got my first car at 22, 100 level 2nd semester after lots of dropouts but! Was I wrong to have gotten it? Really drove it through to finals and sold it got another one drove it a month and sold it too.  Was thinking about it it was so heavy for me that I called out to my name sake, she said she noticed it and that I should take a look at my mate that am living faster and am breaking down in that sense too. I do know that life has/have a termed process we ought to follow but I tend to jump the queue.  I don't live to brag I jus...

You matter

You matter A lot of people loose themselves in the process of making others happy and feel loved and wanted too. Why do some people do do? Is it just to be accepted?  Or just to belong?  Does it have to do with our personalities?  Or is it because we ain't busy with life stress or work?  Deep down in me I have missed myself, just trying to belong to the class of people that never wanted to be in public with me or associate me, people that just want to tap from my knowledge and leave me to waste.  I used to be so prayerful and churchy but I guess the devil did set in and I just started been weak in my pray time and etc. But I met this caption "YOU MATTER" I started asking myself questions, why care too much for only people that use you?  Why go out of your way to be with them?  It's not an easy task but psychologically speaking, if you don't love your self nothing else will work out for you the way you want it to be....