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QUESTIONS!!!


This life is not free nor fair
Really disturbed mind, is that what you call it? Paraniod is it? Self centred? What kind of personalities am I struggling with? Really what type?!!.
I tried so hard to know the kind of of personality type that I do/did fit in but , wait a second ……. I don’t just know it seems that the more I read it the less I understand myself, its been a whole I have been working on myself …..(name-withheld) what really am I (soft / hard) hearted which one is it…
Confused am i? bored? Hating? Arrogant? Sad? What am i?..
I try so hard for the shame to go! Shame to go, what Shame? What am i?/what have I done wrong? Why cant I be better? Why why ??
Why must I be involved in this monitory issues? Oh now do I still see reasons, No i do but I see nothing so why do people do give reasons (are they actually busy, taken, didn’t want to show up, careless of you?.... then what?).

People crave to be understood, but they forget understand.
Is it actually the cold world I see on badges people share?
They said its all about fame…….fame is it? Why am I here am I fit for this?.
Why is it that the more I cling to you, the more things fall out of place, still not confused am i?.


To be continued….

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