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Kosy C Ward

Sure we do look alike before the incident, now was promoted to jss2 and I did followed my set. Lots of attention I get just because of the scars, but as a young growing kid I didn't feel it so much some said I was naturally strong, some did say it's genetics but finally I knew it was God that gave me all those strengths to carry on. I tried so hard to fit in, running around, playing, football, table tennis wasn't taking. Even the commonest play named nailing(ikpo ntu) they didn't take. Sometimes back then my close friends would be playing football and when I want to join they would say they are tried and would not be playing again, I would leave happily just to turn back and see them playing football again. Some would be talking about there relationships with Ado, federal, QRC, Anglican etc girls I would be like a lone ranger. Sometimes would come to school with a clean white and the bandages would be soaked with blood from the wounds. I was so energetic, vibrant...

Kosy C Ward

The itching did not subside up till now, but I have grown to leave with it and it's not been easy. When I started coming out from my room to the palour or sitting room, I had this fears for house fly to the extent that I can sense it from afar and sometimes some of the kids around be using it against me. Yea they are not bad we were young so I forgive them . Going back to school was really a big step for me thinking that all was the same but o was so wrong, I stayed alot or couple of months at home dad would always drive me to iyi enu hospital every morning for my dressing because I was later referred to the hospitals OPD. The first time after a long while I had been off from school, can't wait to see my guys back at DMGS, neatly dressed in my white silk top, my short white pants, brown belt and brown sandals with Chisolu ready to match to school, standing at that ukwu fruit at akapkaogwe to board a coaster bus going to onitsha there I saw some people giving me space that wa...

Kosy C Ward

Now to my siblings Chisolu second in command, my able and learned fellow he held the power of attorney and looked after my other siblings, visited me then in the hospital told me all would will be well, and also covered me up in school. Mmexo was small tho was smart and he looked after my lil sis, hardly come to Visits I guess he wasn't able to comprehend what is really wring with big brother. Mma baby...  when I was discharged I can still remember that when I got home then he looked at me and couldn't remember me much i looked like I bleached she said is kosy a white man now she asked mum tho she was so small then, but she's very and still intelligent. Now to my house mates.... Mama Ugo, mama na papa chidimma okoye, papa obiajulu, Mr ndefo aka uncle, mrs nwadukwe aka mama onyiye, the Diara's mama na papa Ebube. I still remember all the roles you guys played in my life, the hospital visitation, foods,etc not forgetting telling/reporting us to our dad and looking a...

Kosy C ward

When the trolley sets in, the next thing was to inject💉 a pain relieve substance to my cannula then 3 to 4 minutes the drugs sets in and removing of the gauze will b in progress, Oh my this steps is one of the most painful ones because some gauze might have healed formed a bond with the wounds healing processes and here by trying to pull it out with the surgical clapping device it will tear out a new spot on the body of the already healed body causing a new scar and blood gushing out again😂😂 Its really a bad site but the nurses tried, doctors too they just come in look at it, prescribe lots of drugs sometime they change fluids etc. But I was so strong💯 didn't know were the strengths came from but I was. After removing the gauze lots of them from my head, face, neck, left full arm, back, tummy areas, now the washing of the burns with saline water sometimes spirit will be used to burn the fats, this my memories still intact. Have yo...

Kosy C Ward

Iyi-enu hospital bed! After a long clinicals at enugu , came back home I knew I was health, psychologically, otherwise ill.😧 Couldn't help it than to go to the lab, the lab lady said with the  test result says its typhoid and maleria oooo I knew it was going to be that stuff I know myself and also the kind of sickness I sometimes have. Took the drugs religiously still I still felt weak, and taken what would actually be my wahala now? Taken enough rest for 2 weeks now always resting. While I was resting this episode related to my stay at Iyi-enu struck my brain, I taught I was having it again ooh my God this can't be happening it's one of the times I walked into hell and back💯 Was it the prescribed drugs adverse effects?  Or really why that memory coming forth?  I have tried so hard to forget and hide them in my brain still it finds its way to pop on. The memories, pains, hustle, joys, tears and finally thanksgiving. The drill was that been a...